Life continues to shit on my. I won't go in to details, but just as I think things have hit bottom, it goes even lower. Today got shitty before I even got out of bed and went downhill hard and fast for the next hour or so after I did get up. I don't know how to fix this. My future is BAD and I don't see any way out of the badness that it is. I blame myself, no one else, it was far too many very bad decisions that got me here. Trying all I can to turn things around as promises made to me continue to be broken around each corner. --------sigh--------
